Tuesday, January 16, 2007

be invisible for a while 16/1/2007

I want to write
but I don't have much to express
I want to talk
but I dont know who I want to listen
im not so happy not quiet sad
not heart broken not feeling bad
I'm strong but weak
I'm relieved but in pain
I dont want to be with you though I want you back again
god this is really confusing
in fact it is quite amusing
WOW its expected
you see me that way
yeah its true what I suspcted
that you're perfectly ok
god I just want to take a break
be invisible for a while
so I wouldn't have to be fake
live everything like its on a trial
not give or take
be alone just be awake
I want to be able to live with my concience
being ok not doing all that non sense
though I want to live a dream
i want to believe the world is better than it may seem
I hope it lets me
I hope I wont be again decieved
I wish that my only future thing
will make me feel relieved

green is the new pink!

They say green is the new pink
They say that when in love you should frown
They say that you should not think
That laughing is a sign that you're down
They say all those crazy things and they think it's being sane
well I do really think that things will never be the same again
you say I'm not the girl for you
you say our differences are real big
I knew you weren't what I wanted
but it didn't mean for me a thing
Yes I wanted to be with you
no matter how many fights we had
you say you'll always love me
you said things that made me mad
you apoligized for ever hurting me
said you were starting to change
but why change away fromme you could have done it here beside me
you could have gotten rid of your rage
you u made me leave
and though I left it still hurts so much
and even if they say blue is the new brown
I'll still cry when I'm down
Smile when I'm in love
and believe in what I'm thinking of
I'll always be me
inside I'm always free
might be flying yet in pain
but I'll be able to love again!