Beit gedety...

Malmomeen kol youm gom3a
Kobar w so3’ayareen w keda
Ned7ak w kol el nas sam3a
Molokheya w kofta 3al 3’ada
Nel3ab ma3 ba3d men badry el sob7
Le7ad ma nenzel el sala
Da makan gamiil kolo far7a
W hayefdal howa mahma gara
Howa da beit gedety
Betna we7na so3’ayareen
W keberna aho w beit gedety lesa mekhaleena far7aneen
Henak awel makan aro7o
Sa3et lama etwaladt
W aho kebert w gowa ro7o
Hala2y ketaby etkatab
Shahed 3alaya men youm melady
W ye3raf kol 7ekayaty
Makan aham a7das 7ayaty
W barga3 leeh mahma 7asal..
W la2eno 3’aly 3alaya gedan
W feeh adan el sala yedan
7abeit a3arafko 3aleeih
W nefsy f youm teb2o me3aya feeh
Aslo da beit gedety
W feeh ebtadet kesety

I got lost...

It was a river of passion
And I got lost…
Inside the little ripples
All my pains I forgot
In its tender tiny waves
I let my self dream
And the water continued to rave
I became a little stream
In side the eyes with the little smile
I stopped before I begun
No more thinking and I stayed for a while
I felt all the light of the sun
In a simple move all my dreams come true
As simple as that I’m in love with you
In this dream world I find your heart
But in the real world will we be apart?
As loose as a bird feeling bright as a star
Tight in a grip that makes me go far
No dreams no realities
No now no tomorrow
Not a minute after this
Not a minute before
There is nothing to miss
Nothing to look back to
This moment is what it is
A moment that is true
Unplanned and full of bliss
I will always remember this
Remember you and how you make me feel
And pray with all my heart that this feeling is real.

A truth...

Life is a state of mind

And you know the truth by the way it feels

If you convince your mind that you exist

Your heart will be able to feel

Alive you are not gone in the mist

You know you are so real

But if you say I won’t be missed

Then that’s the end of the deal

Reality is nothing but a dream or a nightmare

You cause it to happen then you say it is unfair

Sometimes things do get out of hand

But then you learn and you understand

Life is the lesson that you shouldn’t miss

You have to realize how simple it is

And though very simple it is complicated

As it’s not yours alone other’s are related

You live their lives and they live yours

You all are together though you have different goals

But remember that all the goals complete each other

That even evil itself is a part of the puzzle

If evil did not exist

Then good wouldn’t be there too

There would be no worriers of light

There would be no demons to fight

And then there would be no higher objective

Nothing in life would be ever effective

So know one thing that is for sure

That no matter how right and wrong may be obscure

The truth is known by the way it feels

And the relativity of judgment

Only makes you sincere

You should live your life with absolutely no fear

As the challenge is to act and survive each fall

Getting hold of all the facts and not backing out at all.

My battle with time

So it was one month in a year
A year that was so cold
In the time I was possessed by fear
And my heart was growing old
I found my self so ignorant
Unable to please myself
I was starting to be reliant
Feeling like a picture on a shelf
Doing nothing to act
All I do is just react
A useless toy to be exact
Doing nothing for me at all
I wanted so much to wait and see
Try to find out how things will be
But then things turned out to be obscene
And I knew that minutes were running out
I found myself in a battle with time
That when ever I wanted anything it turned out to be not mine
And when something good comes along
I seem to feel it is just wrong
And when something does feel so right
I eventually turn out to be losing the fight
And then things are good at both sides
But then the matter of time makes us subside
As when I am ready the others are not
And when they are ready I am not
And if we’re both ready something stands in the way
And if it keeps on going like this I will not be ok
I am trying my best to be easygoing
Trying to accept how things are recently flowing
But my head hurts, my heart hurts and my soul is aching
I am desperately trying everything to keep my heart from breaking
I am trying to understand why happiness must be so hard
Why whenever I need something so bad it has to be really far
Maybe its because when happiness finally comes
The taste is so sensational it makes you over come
All the pain that you’ve been through
And all the things that ever broke you
That when you get what you want in the end
When being finally yourself not having to pretend
You tend to appreciate the things that you have passed
You tend to feel glad that you are there at last!