Just a storyy...

And he’ll be a story
Like all the others I say
Somebody will be told about him
That he’s a guy who didn’t stay
I’ll say it’s a phase that I passed through
I’ll say they were wasted moments of my life
I’ll say “OH I REMEMBER, he’s a guy I knew!”
We were good friends and it’ll be just like
I never loved him, like I never cared
Like there weren’t stories that we once had shared
It will be like all those moments we’ve had
Are merely just moments and that is just that
It will be as if there never was chemistry
As if I never missed how he took care of me
It will just be a pile of love
That eventually went to waste
Because a mutual feeling of trust
Was never really based
Well I think that Is life
People come and go
In and out and in again
But you never really know
You may have all those friends
And think that you’re cared about
But then you fall in over your head
And there’s no one to bail you out
And when someone asks and says he’ll be there
Words are too cheap; he doesn’t really care
Coz caring means promises
Are bound to be kept
Many people said they’ll be there
And then they simply left
Neither giving excuses
Nor leaving a note
After swearing they wouldn’t hurt you
They leave you all distort
And he’ll be a story like all the others
And I know that he won’t even bother
To write him self into the story of my life
Coz he’s just like them
He just wants to seem nice
Surrounded by a million people
But yet so alone
No extremely high spirit
And only I can pull out my own
At least now I know to never expect
People to treat me with the same respect
Never wait for any action
Never be the reaction
I’ll have fun and I’ll be happy
But inside I’ll be alone
For that the illusion of what you would be
Is now completely gone…

P.S. this is about noone in particular its just the out come of a million feelings inside me that were caused by a billion situations that got me to that conclusion about the human nature in general... very few people who become able to escape that nature and be something else.

I'm sure I haven't met him yet...

I’m sure I haven’t met him yet
This guy who haunts my dreams
Not in the people that I’ve met
No matter how right they seemed
That guy who’d drive me home at night
Then doesn’t leave till I’m gone…
The one who’d give me his coat
When the rain is pouring on
Not because what people may think
Not to prove that he’s man
But because my warmth to him
Makes him warmer than a coat can
He’d ask me "how are you?”
And really want to know
He’d respect my plans
And his care he’d show
He would believe in me
He would believe in us
A building we built together
Forever and no one’s boss
I’d see him full of passion
As he looked in my eyes
He wouldn’t promise me forever
His dreams he won’t disguise
He’d ask me to be there for him
When he feels that he’s weak
Our words would mean so much
No awkwardness when we don’t speak
I’d love him with all my heart and soul
And he would see me true
Without an offer he’d give his all
He’d be all I ever knew
We’d have the peace and quiet
I’ve been always looking for
And at the same time we’d go everywhere
Do everything that we adore
He’d fill me up as he listened to me
As between our heart is a door
He could come into mine
And I will open his more
He’d know who I am, respect my thoughts
And he would let me be
Coz we’ll be together with all our parts
But both of us will be free…
To you whom I’ve never met
I miss you even more
More than when I didn’t know
That you’re what I needed at all.