just let me dance in peace

Around and around in circles
around eachother and far away
I was waiting for a miracle
and he was not eager to stay
I kept dreaming, kept on wondering
how my heart could be ok
thinking of ways to avoid the suffering
and not to bother him in any way
then the games kept on progressing
from my side and he didn't know
I had to act and be dismissing
while from my thoughts he wouldn't go
he never asked and he said nothing
but I said all whats on my mind
he said we're friends why all the thinking
I said in my mind u're SO much more
he didn't get my fear of trauma
though I had explained it before
realizing I was dancing in a drama
waltzing through life on a bumpy dance floor
and after that I told him I missed him
and he told me he sensed me no more
he said he felt guilty in moments like these
I smiled and I told him just let me dance in peace...

this is not like me! ( ana 3arfa eny 3'altana)

w 3ashan ana 3arfa eny 3'altana
mesh 2adra me3ak akoon nafsy
wala 3arfa at2al wala a3mel 7aga
wala 3arfa a2ool ely f nefsy
mesh 3arfa a2arab wala 7ata ab3ed
mesh 3rfa agarab aw 3la keda at3awed
3amala ba7areb nafsy b nafsy
w mesh 3yza fel la7za dy atgamed
abl ma ye7sal ely 7asaly
ana kont 3arfa enak 7asesny
w delwa2ty 7asak msh 7ases wala 2ader tefdal bassesly
w mesh men 7a2y as2al malak
w mesh 2adra a2ool el mafrood
mesh 3arfa a3mel eh 3ashanak
aw 3ashan a7es enak mawgood
men kam youm aw shahr keda
kont 3alaya bet7'af
wana 3ala keda mesh met3aweda
w da 7'alani menak a7'af
beny w benak e7sas taher
b sababy 7asa eno e7'tafa w geh makano le3b w ta2leef w 7agat tanya keteer mo2refa
fein kalamak ely kan beyhezeny
fein noorak ely kan beyemlany
fein alb kan bey7eseny
w kan bey2oly ew3y te7'afy
fein wa3d kan bena mwgood
eno law 7asal el mfrood
hatemlany be kol kowa hat7'aly ely fatny ye3oud
wa7ashteny w mesh 2adra asta7mel
ashoofak hena bas be3eed
w mafish e7'teyar 3'er eny akamel
w b sababy ana nary te2eed