Thursday, November 23, 2006

hopeless romance ( ultimately fiction)..WRITTEN(7/6/2006)

I saw her today from the window of my car
Her hands were shaking helplessly her eyes were drifting far
The tears were running down her cheeks
She looked like a mess
I wanted to open my arms wide and hold her then we'd kiss
I kept watching her sitting still in my place
I wondered what she'd do if she only saw my face
Would I bring her more pain than the pain she's already got
Or will her beautiful teary eyes remind me of what I forgot
Either way I wont begin to risk her pain or mine
I just wanted to know one thing is it for me she's crying
Hasn't the scars that I've left been already healed
Does she still remember my words remember how it feeled
MY questions are selfish and harsh
I'm the one who broke her heart
I'm the one who let her go
and she asked me back and I said NO!
I almost drove away although I wanted to stay

But her eyes caught my eyes
and she didnt look surprised
Through her tears she simply smiled
She rolled down her window and looked at me
In a faint voice she said:" hey long time no see.."
She was being friendly after all what I had done
She said common help me you've been always the one
I couldnt believe she remembered the good times
she let go of all the times that I told her lies
I said:" I'm here for you like I've never been,
can you please just forgive me for what I put you in?"
She said:"I've always believed in you and I will always do,
I see the light inside you and I'll help it come through"
In my arms I held her and together we drove away
I will always be gratful for god's angel who stayed...

No comments: