As he waited for that call

As he waited for that call
The one that never came
With every time he hears the phone
He hopes to say her name
He remembers that he has no choice
He has to wait in shame
He might never again hear her voice
And she once had felt the same
He remembered what he told her
Back when they were together
He said those little things you do
Are what makes me search for better
You just come out of nowhere
With unexpected actions
Then you are surprised by me
You don’t expect my reactions
He remembered at that moment
While waiting for her call
That look on her face that day
Her eyes with her spirit fall
He didn’t believe he hurt her that way
He didn’t see it at all
He thought that he was doing ok
He thought he was standing tall
Then he noticed what he should have noticed
What was obvious al along
That all what he used to think of as flaws
Is all why he knew they belonged
He remembered the look in her eyes
When she looked in his eyes and he held her
He remembered the way that she smiled
When she made his heart beats double
He couldn’t believe
What he just let leave
He couldn’t understand the trouble
He might never hold her hand again
And he knows quite well
What he’ll feel then
How could he have said that there was better?
He should have just held on to her forever
And at this moment his beauty called
And his heart began to shatter
As her voice made him fall
Nor saying I love you, not saying she’s better
She only remembered she forgot her sweater!