Feels like...

Feels like I’m losing
What I never had
His feelings are snoozing
The moment went bad
And it doesn’t matter
How much I ask
I broke something once
That’s hard to get back
But no matter how hard it is
If I’ll always try
I’m not giving up this time
I’m here till it dies
I’m not gonna go
Unless he asks me to leave
I’m not saying so
But I really believe
It is in our karma
To endure what just happened
I made a mistake
And I acted stupid
But then it will all
Work out for the best
We’ll take a decision
And then comes the rest
Whether for me
For her or another
The most important thing
Is I went out and offered
What’s bugging me now
Is how hard am working
It was once right there
Now my heart is aching
I’ll never forgive me for
Letting you go
Each day I remember
What you once let me know
Your words like a constant
Tape in my head
I keep on remembering
Everything you once said
I keep on reliving
The feelings you brought
It was really special
I spoiled it; I thought
It was very true from
Your side and mine
And here lays my hope
Even if you’re not tryin'